Merry Christmas

Moved from Myspace. Original Post 12/17/08

So I was on the phone with my friend Donald tonight. We looked up a bunch of Christmas music. Thanks, appreciate the time and effort you put in to helping me create my Music list and helping me narrow it down. For those of you that see my page you will see I like all types of artists, even Barbara and Bette, those are my BYTCHES.

Next month the list will feature show tunes....ANYWAY while I was on the phone, he was trying to figure out what to get me for XMAS and although, I love to receive Xmas gifts, I like practical things, because that is what I need, practical things. I do not want anything crazy or something you Think I may like, or just because I am always jolly get me Xmas shirts that light up LOL Donald.... Here is my Xmas list for this year....

10. Some work clothes. I am kind of sick and tired of wearing my stuff and it always falling down.My butt looks saggy and i look a lot bigger than I am because my clothes are a size too big for me

9. Jewelry...A nice necklace or earrings are good. Practical though because again I am a practical girl. I wil wear the same hoops forever. In fact the hoops I had were too small and it was him that suggest I get a slightly larger pair to go with my new hair....I have Christmas earrings in now :)

8. A maid ....well for those of you that know me, you know why

7. A gift certificate to a nice massage spa. Damn I really need one of those

6. A new pair of funky shoes with a nice purse.....Love my shoes

5. Can someone please write my thesis for me??? Please please please. That would be a wonderful Christmas gift.

4. Send me to a class for people that are addicted to downloading music. Honestly I have a 30 gig Zune and about 20 gigs are filled with so much music. I have stuff on there I have never listened to, but I gotta have it. I need help!!!

3. A volunteer to take down all of my Christmas stuff and pack it after the New Year is another great present

2. If I could just have a man come over here and beat my kids up a few times a day so they would listen, that would be great. I would smack them, but damn did you see how big my son is. I would prefer someone who is like Andre the Giant, and that way you don't even need to smack him, you just look at him and it's all good.

1. I need someone to make a bunch of phone calls for me and tell a whole bunch of people that I really cannot talk to them anymore. I do not know why that is such a hard thing for me to do, but I don't like people to be hurt,.So you can just call them and tell them that I am in the hospital because I had a nervous breakdown due to all of the stress in my life and I have mulitple personalities, and right now Sybil has pronounced herself to the workd, so you do not think it is a good idea for them to call me anymore that would be great. AHEM...Shaketa you would really be able to pull this one off for me :) You would be convincing. Oh wait some of those people are here on my friends so maybe I should not have said that on my blog...LOL.

Anyway I really hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas this year and a blessed New Years. Check out my blog from Jan 07. The New Years is the time for New Life, and Refresh. Remove those Black Clouds from your head and let the sunchine in. Get rid of the junk and trade it in for Gold. Lookover your past year, and undertsand where you went right and wrong, and learn from EVERYTHING. Not just your mistakes. Appreciate the fact that you are still here to celebrate a new year and set goals for yourself. It does not have to be anything big, take small jusmps before you leap. Keep that list with you and check them off as you go. Find a new job, a new love, a new interest, a new book, a new friend, a new song, a new place, but most of all find peace withing yourself. Be happy with who you are and remember that God made you to be exactly who you are. There are no mistakes. We may have a destiny but we also have choice, it is the one thing that separates us from everything else in this world. Make the right choices for you. Make the right choices for your family. Do what you wish when and how you want. Make that leap of faith and know that GOD will carry you all of the way.I want to send this out to my friends and all of the people I love.....

Nate, Hopefully this will be the year of change for you. I pray for you every single night, and although you constantly think I am nagging, I only try to look out for you. I know what you are capable of, and I want you to live life to the fullest, but be practical also. KNOW what you are worth, and strive for it...only you can determine your destiny....Remember we all have choices

Man Man, Mommy's Boy...nuff said

Mom, you hardly are ever on here, so I will tell you I Love you and you need to get those damn devil eyebrows fixed. This year will be soo great for you, I am so excited, and you will see the change you will go through and love life all over again

Nichole...You are my sister, my ready to go bitch, a bitch, but most importantly you are my best friend in the whole entire world. I love you and we will continue to blow up with WHATEVA....Haters can hate all they want

Kristin, You are also my sister and my wanna be white, black, puerto rican, or whateve the whether calls fo MAMI. Although we are not as tight as we should be I love you and you know it...And guess what!!! We are going to the XMAS party together LMAO

Lea...My baby sister, I love you always have and always will...I wish we both had time to be closer to each other, and learn and grow together. There is so much I want to share with you, so much we still have to catch up on. 20 years is too long honey, and I think this needs to be the year that we make it happen. We need to make time and work on us. I love you.

Keitha.....you said it best....GOD is preparing us for the best there ever was. We may know what true love is, but we will experience that wholeheartedly when we are ready, willing, and able, but most importantly when HE knows that we are ready. We must be patient.

Carm, my girl.....you have helped me maintain my sanity over these few months I have known you. I know our friendship will continute to grow stronger. Keep your head up, and regardless of what anyone says or thinks....You are where you need to be...just because. If you were able to be here for one reason only, it was so you could meet me and make sure I did not go fucking crazy.

Mr. Sam..you are leaving here in a week, moving to a different country and damn I am gonna miss you so much. We are hundreds of miles apart but you are still one of the greatest friends I could ever have. You have shown me what it was like to be appreciated and in your own words "A friend is someone who knows everything about you and still loves you" Thanks for giving me the time to grow and appreciate you. And although things may not always go the way we expect them to, you know the impact you have had on me and the boys. When you think of me, think of us watching Grizzly Man and cracking up over this guys misfortune...Damn we were mean :) I will miss you, but I know you have made your decision based on your best interests and needs. You will do well, and don't forget to write... :(

I know I forgot a bunch of ya'll I will do another blog tomorrow with some more new year's shout outs.....