Pissed

Moved from Myspace. Original Post 7/24/07

really was in a good mood today. As a matter of fact I was really in a great mood today. Then my ex called me. Instantaneously I went into a bad mood. We were supposed to meet this weekend so he could help me with my GMAT studying, I called, got no answer and got no return call. Here it is on Tuesday and I get a call from him saying he had an emergency out of town. Ok so I don't know if I am mad because 1. He did not return my call until Tuesday 2. He is lying to me 3. Because he has begun to see someone else. I know the last is true because he has no other family here in the US and would have no reason to travel out of town other than to go on a trip with someone (as he always did with me). It was confirmed when he said he would meet me on Sunday night to help me study. I know he has shit to do on the weekends, so he is seeing someone else. I guess I have really tried to get over this and try to be friends, but today confirmed that it really is not possible. It is hard for me to know that he has moved on so seriously with someone else. Not that i have not had my fare share of fun :) but not to the extent that he has, it kinda pissed me off. So I emailed him amd told him I couldn't meet this weekend either. I just figure it would be a lot easier to let it go slowly rather than force it to happen. That way it leaves room open for us to be cool in the future. Damn it, why did he have to call!