It is still freaking cold

Oh my goodness. i cannot believe the freaking weather up here. It is like 4 degrees outside. i hate the cold. i just wanted to stay in my bed all day today and do absolutely nothing. Why can't i just stay at home all the time. i could work from home. Someone get me a work from home job, PLEASE!!!

So i went out on a lunch date today. i am trying to keep my options open. And i have kept them WWAAYY open. I went on a date with Michael. He is really cool though. He is a white dude, and i was shocked when he started to write me. But we get along. We shall see what happens. I am still sticking to my motto I put in my last blog. SAVE IT FOR THE ONE!

i am actually doing much better than I thought I would about not speaking to Babby Daddy (that is what Keitha refers to him as so from now on he will be known as baby daddy) . i feel so liberated of the situation. i mean like i said before if it was meant to be then it will be. He told me last week that even though people say love conquers all, it is not true. And i am sooo in agreement now. Because it does not. And sometimes when you love someone you have to make the best choices for them. that is why i chose to let him go.

This weekend should be interesting. it is the twins birthday party this weekend. For those of you that don't know about the twins, I will tell you. My sister nichole got pregnant right before we went to Disney World last year. At 23.5 weeks she delivered Aaron and Adrianna. They weighed 1lb. They were sooo tiny. They said if she had delivered 3 weeks earlier, they would not have tried to save them. During the 5 months that these babies were in the hospital Adrianna had heart surgery and Aaron had brain surgery for a brain bleed. The doctors thought they would be disabled and end up with CP. Well the twins just turned 2 and are very healthy. Aaron is so full of energy and Adrianna will be the smarty pants like me. I love those babies so much, and they love there Auntie Hopey. So there party is tomorrow and it should be lots of fun.

After that i really do have to do my paper. I keep procrastinating and it will catch up to me eventually. Let's not forget i still have my thesis to start. AARRGGHH. i need to hibernate for a few months, until this is all over with. Have a great day everyone.