New Years Eve

New Years Eve

Hey Everyone! I hope everyone had a great coming into the New Year. It is 2009 and I am excited! I do not even know why. So many things in my life are going to change this year and I can tell you that I really have never been so excited! But we will get into that later.

I started to write in my journal this week and it is absolutely amazing how things change from day to day. It is kind of like my diary but I have started to write some poetry and thoughts in there, and it really has been a good experience.

So for New Years Eve, I went to this party with my girl Carm and her boyfriend. There were a whole bunch of other people who were supposed to come, but they just stayed home or went to church. Some met me out after and it was cool. We had so much fun.

So I went to Carm and Will's room and damn it was like walking into a freaking liquor store. These two had the whole damn bar in there room. I was thinking we could get together sometime and have a few drinks next weekend. Oh shoot, tat is our holiday party...Oh wait the drinks are free there too. :) I cannot wait.

Anyway we had a few drinks while watching deal or no deal. Hopefully that woman won her million dollars. I don't care because it was not me. We walked around the corner to the club and I realized they did not have an ATM. We were all a bit too drunk to even drive at this point so Will (sweetheart) ran across the street to get money out so we could get in. We walked in and it was pretty packed. I was a bit shocked at how many people were there on NYE. We found a seat and headed over to the bar. The bartender asked us what we were drinking and I told him my drink and Carm told him her drink, then he looks at Will and was like "Oh shit Will" I won't get into details, but we did not have to pay for our drinks.

We danced most of the night, and the old dudes were just flocking. Carm had to come get me from the dance floor at one point. With me I do not car who I am dancing with, I just love to dance. I got in a few good dances with my friend Dizan (LOL) and then we headed back to our seats. While we were there, Carm asked this dude to take our picture. He did and we both laughed cuz he was kinda cute. My type, tall dark (I love em dark) and handsome. So we danced a bit more. The New Years came and went, a bit too quickly I might add, I called my boys, my mom and sister, and then the lines were busy. :)

We went back over to the chairs, and I was thinking (depressingly) I cannot believe I have brought in another New Years alone :(. Needless to say Carm already had a plan. So about 10 minutes after 12, Carm goes over to this dude and asks him if he is there alone. He responds yes he is. She asks him if he has a girlfriend. He says no he does not. She says to him "Well my girlfriend think your cute, you better go talk to her" He laughs and she says "Good Luck" He pulls her back and says "Why good luck?" She said...because looks aren't everything. LMAO.

So he comes over and we start talking. We really hit it off right away. Good converstaion in a party no less. It was amusing. If you saw me there, you know what I was doing the other half of the time instead of talking. Sorry the alcohol had me. We talked about everything...work, kids, girlfriends, byfriends. I asked him about 5 times if he had a girlfriend. He laughed. I told him no matter what every person I meet has a girlfriend and just never tells me. I find out because they call or write me. As I have always in the past, I told him I will ask him that question Every single day, until I am absolutely positive he doesn't.

So we sat and talked and danced a bit, and talked and danced. It was really a great time. It really took my mind off of so many things. We went to breakfast (Denny's was packed) and continued to talk. It was a great way to end a horrible week for me. As I always say, nothing heals a broken heart like a new man, and boy I think I choose a nice one :).

The one thing is that someone recently said....it is all about the chase. She is going to leave once the chase is over. And the funny thing is it never is about the chase, but you know what...it will be this time. Although we hit it off well, I know now not to trust anyone, and to always question everything they tell you. I will not give in easily, and protect myslef. This is a new year, and things are changing, starting now.

Pics are up on my page, check them out tell me what you think. Keitha I will call you to give you further details. Thanks everyone for helping me bring in a great New Year. Thanks Carm and Will for not making me feel like a third leg. And thank God for keeping me here one more year! I hope everyone has good year like I will.