We are back

Well we are back from our wonderful trip. i will not go into details about the trip. Well maybe some, but not all. All around it was a great trip other than having to send Nate home early. But after he left i felt like a dark cloud had been lifted from our vacation. I finally got to read a book. Something I had not done in a very long time. It was a great book by Carol Higgins Clark, the daughter of my favorite author Mary Higgins Clark. I definitely bought too much stuff. We brought back 6 damn suitcases. Our flight home was not hectic though. The flight attendants on Southwest we hilarious. We got in fairly late, so I decided to work from home today.

This vacation gave me a lot of reflection time. It was great to be away from all of the nonsense with family and men. I think i only spoke to a few people when I was down there. But now PJ is rubbing it in my face that he will be there for 2 weeks in April, during my bday no less. I told him he better mail me a card :). i was ready to come home though. i got sick of eating out. We slept in most days and that was okay because we did not have 10 people to tend to and make sure we hit all the ride everyone wanted to go on. So my new favorite ride is definitely the Rocking Rollercoaster. First off I love Aerosmith, and the ride was tremendous. Absolutely wonderful! My least favorite ride is still Its a small world. But we go on becus it is tradition.

Frank M had someone in his family that passed away while I was gone. Frank W called me today to make sure i made it home safely. It is good to know that at least some people care. LOL Back to my reflections. i had a lot of time by the pool and just wrote down things. Wrote in my journal and came up with a few things i need to start doing to make my life go a little smoother. And make sure i am emotionally stable. first things first... Family. I am going to start off by cncentrating on that. I am going to start going back to church. i know that once my life is good with GOD everything else falls into place. If that means i cut off ties with everything negative in m life then so be it. i guess that the one thing I am out there looking for I will never be able to find until I stop looking and it just happens.

Dwight called me for the first time the other day also. That was a sign. Right when i am going through the worst times in my life he calls me. We have not spoken in months and he was like an older brother. I am not sure if his girlfriend has gotten over the fact that we will always be friends and that is it, but I did miss him. Mom called him during Xmas and New Years Eve because she said things just were not right here without him.

I have also decided that i really am moving as soon as Nate graduates. I am contacting my cuzo and getting outta here and going to MD. There are so many opportunities down there and I jst have no desires to be here much longer. I need to make a change in my life and getting out of here may be just the change I need. Start anew.

Well that is all for now. Donald we are definitely going to see Wathcmen on Friday. I cannot wait. Sorry we missed opening night. i kept telling you to just fly ddown and watch it in FL with me :). Gotta get back to work and catch up on some personal and school things. Much love.