Angel Inspiration

So i was watching Angel yesterday. Yes it is one of my favorite TV shows to watch in the morning...All about VAMPIRES at 6AM...and i had inspiration for a Blog from it. The episode was about this guy who was about to celebrate his one year anniversary with his girlfriend. He found out, however, that she was no longer in love with him (obviously they were never really in love to begin with ). Anyway, he created some machine that froze time. She had told her friend that she was going to have sex with him then break up with him. he knew this so he decided to turn on the machine to freeze time and they would remain together forever. It didnt work...but this was my inspiration. I began to think of moments in my life I would love to have frozen in time. Maybe it is because of the emotion I had, or the physical feeling, whatever the case may be, here are the moments i wish i could freeze, lock them in a glass case a momentarily step back into whenever I was feeling down. No Holds Barred and in no particuar order:

1. The moment I gave birth to Nathanael
2. The first time he called me mama
3. The one day he cried so much climbed out of his crib then proceeded to crawl down the hallway. he stuck his head around the corner and laughed, we laughed with him
4. The day we caught him with all of the pots and pans in front of the TV watching Emeril pretending to cook.
5. The day i saw my dad in the Memorial Day parade in his uniform. i was 3 and proud of him.
6. The time my dad surprised me and picked me up from 1st grade
7. When I graduated from high school and my grams told me that my grandpa would be so proud of me.
8. The day I had man man
9. The moment i realized that i was actually in love for the very first time in my life
10. The day we got to Disney World with Nichole and family
11. Spending a whole weekend in Disney world for high school graduation
12. the day I went to Washington park with my dad and we took pics of him flexing his muscles and me flexing mine with my yellow tube top
13. The day my son told me if he were born to someone else he would have to run away and find me because i would always be the best mommy in the world.
14. The day I walked across stage at Siena College and made my family so proud
15. The first time i went to Atlanta to see Tasha and it seemed as if it had been years
16. Partying for the first time in a foreign country
17. The day the paternity test came back for both of may children. Not because i was worried, because I wanted to laugh in his face.
18. The time Nate came home to tell me they moved him up to Varsity on the football team.
19. I found out i got into LeMoyne College on a full Scholarship
20. The day we left my stepfather
21. The first time i walked into Nichole's house and the twins called me by name
22. i found out i got a job at one of the biggest companies in the world
23. All of those times I really really thought someone or anyone really loved me
24. I got on the scale and reached my hundred pound mark.
25. The day we walked all across Troy and back again, Fiah, Tasha , Keitha and i.
26. Anytime I sit on the phone or talk to people reminiscing about old times.
27. My first kiss with Alan Davenport LOL.
28. The first time I had hmmmbreakup intimacy, ya'll know what i mean. I think that was all the time with Teeter...LOL
29. Waking up with man man in my bed snuggled up next to me
30. The day I was born.

Well that is all i can think of for now. i will add more as they come to mind. in the meantime, make sure you cherish all of those special moments in your life. As you never really know if it will be your last or if you will ever feel the way you did at that moment.